the last love letter;

GREASE

Sun, 18 May 2008 13:24:42 GMT

anyone into musical?i'm into it after i saw the show GREASE.

hey

Sat, 17 May 2008 14:19:03 GMT

hello flist,how are you guys?i'm so not alright.Jessie went missing again,it been a long time since she
update and went online.andreena and me miss you a lot.
i have finally gotten my exam result and it was okay,some paper the marks was UNEXPECTED.
my malay was WORSE!i dont want to talk about it.I NEED A MALAY TUITION!

Haptic Escalator is finally out!i have yet see it but it must be exciting right?
All of the SNSD is in right?and theres HoSu and JaeMin moment!♥ and theres some Yoo Su !
this is extremely cute,you could see JaeMin and YooSu.Jae carrying Min and Chun carrying Su♥♥♥♥
SNSD and Super Junior sunkist CF is out.i'm so jealous,Tiffany always get the pretty/hot guys.
She is indeed a LUCKY girl.Shindong neck dance is so....mysteriously c.u.t.e.Taeyeon and Kangin look extremely good together*dance.I CANT DO THE NECK DANCE!!can you guys do the neck dance?

Anycall behind the scene gif crack me up,ITS SO CUTEEEEEEEE!!!especially the one
where Junsu eat the candy cotton.now i want some candy cotton.is it candy cotton or cotton
candy?
i'm so mesmerize by leader U-Know picture when he was at Myungji University.that was Yunho
and Junsu old school right?WARGH he look so HANDSOME!!
Jaejoong muscle at Star Show was hot!he still have the muscle,yo.and Changmin was
smelling someone shoe.maybe his one bcos it was kinda of big XD
DBSK and SUPER JUNIOR have finally arrive at LA!!I WANT TO GO TO THE HOLLYWOOD
BOWL!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY :D

Fri, 16 May 2008 14:21:31 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,

deardbsk

happy cakeday faana,i hope you ate a lot of delicious cake today :D
and had a awesome day.
keep the DBSK/YooSu/JaeSu spirit high
and enjoy your visit to JAPAN,yo!do remember to pack me,ya.

blak

Sun, 11 May 2008 11:25:09 GMT

happy mother day,mummy.even though you did a housework,i hope you have a great day.
i hope my exam result will be the best mother day present,you will ever get :D ~~i hope i did great in my test~~

RAHH,JUNSU HAVE CHANGE HIS HAIR COLOUR AGAIN,now it look soo .... him?idk,i prefer him with black hair since it
look innocent and blonde is just SEXY,YO!any colour will suit you but some colour doesn't :D
i have been watching THSK video,any video with eng subbed :)) and i didn't know they have a MV of 'Stay with me Tonight'
and Yunho hair is pretty,it look so flat!...i like.
idk but somehow i like boys with straw hair,with fringe,CHINESE BOYS ARE SMEAXY!in my school,
boys wear skinny jeans and wear pink.somehow i feel like i'm at a match-making session.god,I'M STILL YOUNG!
Jae and Min make me go crazy about boys wearing pink.
i think PINK is hot.

now i feel so hot,my body is aching and tmr is school,RAWR.
whats bad is that,theres sport carnival.I hope theres clown :D

:(: :[: :D:

Sat, 10 May 2008 14:03:19 GMT

i'm so bored right now,no EXTREMELY BORED!this have to be the first time i say i'm bored when i played the computer.
but its alright,i'll go find website to entertain myself.
Gah,i miss school,i have not step in that place cool FUN for 4 days!but i'm scred to get my result esp MALAY,
i have been lacking on my malay since all my friend speak english and at home we dont speak malay like so malay.
idk how to explain XD this week is so BORING,i keep getting scolded and blamed.
yea,i dont know anything,I'M STUPID,OKAY,HAPPY?!!idk how to communicate with this family anymore,
its so HARD over small matter we make it a BIG matter.
Now i'm fighting with my sister bcos of the rice incident,its stupid okay.i'm now okay and shes still putting
a long face about it.SHES INSANE!i dont wish to talk about it.its just plain STUPID.
i finally talk one to one with my mother.arh,somehow the something is still inside and i want blurt it out.
but i have to shut up.

I WANT TO WATCH THE CF AGAIN!!*change website

HAPTIC!~

Thu, 08 May 2008 13:17:29 GMT

woah,HAPTIC here HAPTIC there even at youtube theres a lot of the CF.
i think it is having a high rating ne?mr SM must be so happy.haha,i'm crazy today.
I have been like a pig today,sleeping,lying on the sofa and keep on stuffing candy at home.
I GAIN MORE WEIGHT WHEN I'M AT HOME,I WANT TO GO SCHOOL!!!!
i got blamed again,i swear i didn't switch off my sister MP4.yet she blame me without any evidence.

http://yuibkk.multiply.com/photos/album/630/07May08_Yunho_had_his_hair_CUT
Yunho have finally cut his hair,YO!
yes finally,only yoochun now.He look very HANDSOME now. GOD,WHY IS YUNHO HANDSOME
WHILE JAEJOONG GORGEOUS,JUNSU CUTE,CHANGMIN SHY AND YOOCHUN SWEET? Thank you for making me a DBSK fan and have such a amazing boys in this world!

i cant stop my finger from pressing all 3 CF.It not bcos of the couple that seems so....arg but
its too cute and addictive! Does anyone have the song for the CF?i want it so badly,its so CUTEEEE!!!

i want MACDONALD RIGHT NOW,MUM!!!~

HELLO!!!

Wed, 07 May 2008 13:29:34 GMT

hello flist,finally exam is over.i miss you LJ ~~,computer,DBSK,SJ(M) even thought i see you guys everyday XD~~
i hope everyone exam have ended and it time to free our mind from studying*dance

today was beautiful but the rain kinda of ruin it but it was great.
the thunder keep striking very loudly and i saw 3 or 4 lighting today.~~my first time so i feel hyper XD~~
play with the rain and was laughing our head off saying that
we are natural people and we are waterproof,i know we are crazy and a dork.everyone was
using umbrella except us.Saw pink umbrella remind me of Jaejoong and Tiffany.
went to causeway to search for Mother Day present,have you guys bought a present for your mummy?i have not XD
Azneeta came and she play dress up game and watch HAPPY TOGETHER DBSK.
and she tell me all ablout angela zhang and now i like her VOICE ONLY.
Theres no school tmr and friday,i'm supposed to be happy right,but I'M NOT!
not bcos i cant see HL and HL TWIN,andreena unnie but i had a hard time to convince my dad that i dont
have school.I had no choice so i ask him to call school and he said my CLASS,MY CLASS [i know that is a must
but cant he just say sec1?i'm going to be in trouble if my teacher find out,you know malay teacher
are ~~bossy and straight forward~~ curious]
this show me that my dad dont trust me when it come to NO SCHOOL,primary school theres always letter but now no more,
even if i hate school that much i wont say that.Dad seems to trust my sister very much,his favourite child.
ADMIT IT SIS,DAD LIKE YOU BCOS OF YOUR BRAIN.Evidence:he ask you if you are okay when there is test but not
me ohkay AND I WAS RIGHT THERE WHEN IT HAPPENED!

Japanese english is so good!I only know when theres one girl grp singing with THSK,
but it was easy english word but you never know if they can say hard english too.

HELLO FLIST!!

rush

Sun, 04 May 2008 12:57:27 GMT

exam is over in 3 days time!
i just saw a trailer about SUPER JUNIOR and how they go through all this.
and they cry,seeing them cry make me cry too.
YOOSUMIN picture was a DIE FOR!i cant believe Junsu did that.i was dum founded for
a while.he change for a while.he look very dangerous and sexy!
today was great,my sister was such a great teenage girl,we talk about Super Junior,
big bang and top.Yea,shes TOP NO.1 fan!haha,eventhough we fight,sometime she change into
a new human being,a bad ones to a angel ones.haha.we fangirl a while just now,ILY!!
i studied math ALONE and it was very boring and i end up taking picture and talk to myself
XD!
my malay is BAD!
today is the 4th so,HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIROTOpon~~porn~~!!
i'm in a rush since i dont want mum to nag.
so bye flist,ILY!!

hehe:))

Sat, 03 May 2008 13:21:34 GMT

today is such a busy and tired day.
went home late from religious class bcos of JAM,waited the bus like for 1hr 30 min
and i finally walk halfway only then take bus,my leg cannot walk for too long*smile
i didn't study math today,yes,paper2.~~anyone want to study with me?~~

i spend my day watching X-MEN-LAST STAND and Baby day off.
i ask my sister a lot of question when i watch X-MEN,it was so...idk but it was fun
if there is like this in the real world,wouldn't it be fun?haha. i want to be the one who have wing and can run very fast:)
Baby day off is FUN!!the baby is such a cutie.i keep on laughing.
if you have not watch this movie before,WATCH!!its not a waste of time,for sure!

i didn't know my sister have a flabby arm:)*hide
i'm so hungry right now.anyone have any food?~~share food with me and i give you DBSK:)~~

P.S:HAPPY BIRTHDAY georgiechoi !!
I HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT DAY!

a fool,a pabo in love

Fri, 02 May 2008 14:03:52 GMT

love sure make people feel silly hurh?
and i guess i am one of them.
a did say that i no longer love/like them in fact i hate them
but somehow it does not feel right.
it feel so strange,trying to forget them.
the feeling just wont let go.
now i feel extremely bad as one of my friend like one of you.
and whats more,i'm trying to make the two of you become a couple.
but can i be your secret admire?:)

P.S:happy birthday SUNMI!

guilty?idk

Fri, 02 May 2008 13:39:30 GMT

this make me feel so .... not jealous nor hatred but something and idk how to express it.
at last the three of us chatted(me,jessie&andreena) finally chatted and of course Anycall Haptic CF
was the hot topic when we chatted.we were talking about the coupling and all.But somehow,we feel
extremely guilty,we are SOSHI and Yoona is gorgeous,we cant blame the producer to couple up Yoochun
with Yoona right even though there are 8 other SNSD.~~eventhough i want Yoochun to be with Yuri or Sunny badly~~
speechless
this news make my sister extremely sad as she is one of TOP N0.1 FAN!she CRIED!for the first time,she
so despressed about scandal.not even sure if it is true or not.CHEER UP,YO!
my math paer was only 1hour and i finish it at 9.45 and i didn't check it only when it is time to
give Miss Wati,i only know that i did that solution wrong!2 or 3 mark gone!wargh!hudsuvgsanh.........
watching loveletter again,damn,i miss LL!
now my family is watching a ghost show,i'm all alone and they switch the volume to HIGH!
accompany me please ~~DBSK~~!~

WHAT?!!

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 13:30:09 GMT

well,i know i say we[hidayah&me] going on hiatus but i just dont
have the self-control,haha,even hidayah doesn't!
better off not be hiatus.

i cant believe that i'm counselling my friend about love when i'm the one who is having trouble.
~~anyone willing to hear my crap?~~but what can i do right?shes my best friend,haha.i didn't know
that when someone is hungry,they will be crazy.one of that have to be my oldest sister.
i have a total of 3 sibling including me.and i am the one who is stuck with my youngest sister to go to
holland XD.srsly,my older sister attitude SUCK!no offence though,but srsly,she must CHANGE THAT
ATTITUDE OF HER!school was awesome even though we have a major exam going on.
and andreena told me that hidayah have a plaster near her eyes!wonder how she look though.
hidayah,if you are online right now,SIGN ON YOUR MSN!!I MISS YOU!!

is that cutie Yoochun?

i think i'm so behind,i dont even know about the CF and all,i was like blur when andreena talk
about it and now then i know.
how can Yoona be with Yoochun?why cant others?they are together is it bcos their first letter
start with a Y ?i know it pathetic but it can be right.

Junsu is adorable!

SATURDAY!

Sat, 26 Apr 2008 13:36:53 GMT

today was great,i didn't went to religious class due to jam :))
sister togetherness is so LOVE!! my boyfriend is tybe B is so cuteeeeeeeeee!!!
my sister is such DORK!I LOVE HER!!and sometime she is crazy.

i cant believe i'm actually saying this but i miss school :))
i really miss goofying around,talk about boys[its normal for teenage girl right?],running away frm the guy we like,
hearing Mrs Tee saying "good girl and good boy" to everyone but not me ]: and more typical school life.
MYE is round the corner still i'm taking it very relaxing way,i just cant focused((: its so boring studying
alone.i still have art hw to finish,ARG!

just finish watching 8vs1(ang subbed) and i have to say that jaejoong family is so mystery
but CUTEEE!!!
if they were girl , Changmin will date Junsu bcos his pure,ARH,CUTEEEE pardon me today with saying 'CUTE'
i saw yoochun and yoona picture together,its says that they are doing a CF about a something PAD.
PAD?!!! ......ghsogaogfsiaugf

didn't know Yuri have such a sexy S line!!

please;

Fri, 25 Apr 2008 13:46:23 GMT

this week is damn frustrating,

i feel like losing my memories and forget all about them.
someone please knock my head real hard,please,i beg you.
i srsly told myself not to see them just one day but my stupid self saw them.
when i dont want to see them,i will see them
when i want to see them,i will se them.
why is that so?why must god be so unfair.i want to forget them as fast as possible.

today was a disaster as i saw them at the same time and damn i hate it very much.
one of them were at my floor and i close my eyes as i dont want to see them but my eyes keep wanting to open.i fight with my eyes.
i felt like vomiting and i vomit at the girl toilet and he was still there.
test began to start and when it was finishing soon and there were loud voice and of course we will turn if
we heard loud voices.never i thought he was there with his friend.i keep
cursing myself non-stop for turning.i hate it!

god,please help me to forget about them.
i need to study to go to express class.
study come first like andree unni says.
please,i beg you.

them?I HATE THEM!!

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 07:16:55 GMT

i hate it,i hate it,i hate it!
my brain is not functioning,my head is spinning round and round,i dont like those boy!!
i should be studying but my finger just want to open this computer!

i'm seriously upset right now,i cant just like go to my mother
and say i'm sad,shes going to ask me MILLIONS of question for sure&I HATE IT!
i'm sick right now,my head is spinning and i still have not studying
and this problem is going on.

now i dont have to hide nor run nor be scared when i see you.
i hate you very much.
i shld never have like you when i saw you.
and girl,if you like HL twin go ahead have him,i heck care from now on.
i dont even want to knw about him anymore
infact not only him but ALL!!!

from now on,i'm going to be a good girl and study.no more them.no more.no more......

even this does not help*cry

Thu, 24 Apr 2008 06:36:02 GMT

I DONT LIKE HL,HL TWIN,CO,SKINNY,ASS AND QUEK!!!!
NO I DONT LIKE THEM!!!!!

I DONT LIKE THEM!DONT YOU EVEN SHOW YOUR FACE NEAR ME,YOU IDIOTS!!

unknown title and unknown alien

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 09:31:23 GMT

i guess jessie alr have a goodbye post hurh?
but i want to post,hehe.

school was not fun no fun at all,i think :))
maybe some part was fun but some was unpleasent
Every Monday is such a long day,end at school 1.40.
singing the school song is so BORINGGGGGGGGG
somemore i have to sit with a sick ZOMBIE,yar,A SICK ONE!!

more i have to put up with my friend whining about this particular guy
hey,HIS MINE FIRST OKAY,even if that guy as her for a stead,idc.
i have mine too.someday,we will help you get him okay?
my malay friend is like divided into 4 5grp and it suck to see your
friend not liking each other,it HURT deeply.
friend back will you?stop all those hating plaese.i miss those day that you guys talking.PLEASE.

i pass my literature test,yea,i was lucky :))
and yea,i got a new specatcle,i LOVE IT but i look like a ~~onenerdythatjustarrivefromanunknownplanet~~ CLOWN.
i bet,tmr i'm going to be a laughing stock.my eyes is small yet my lences is HUGE!!
its red and black anyway.

I'M HAVING A HEADACHE.
i didn't know doing a moodtheme is such a headache.

hello and bye

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 08:37:54 GMT

hello,school have really take up all my time to play the computer
i'm not supposed to play the computer as i have a MAJOR test tmr.
but heck,even my mother dont care about it.
damn,i'm such a ~~good,loving~~ bad unnie. i miss my andree and hidayah a lot.

i srsly have a lot to catch up.yes,i play the computer but i didn't
check,i play CAKE MANIA and KINDERGARDEN(?)thanks hidayah :))
play it at y8.com yer?its fun :))

oh,jaejoong why are you so gorgeous?

i guess a lot of you have seen the picture of THSK scandal event.yer SCANDAL!!
Junsu bow tie is so CUTEEEEEEEEE!!!*pinch cheek
too much of JaeHoooooo love!!!JaeMin and YooSu.!!!! (i forget where is JaeHo picture XD)

Andree and Hidayah,i guess you are having your test right?
if you are STUDY HARD!!
and those who are having FIGHTING OKAY!!!
we spazz about KOREA guy after EXAM OKAY,promise*hooked little finger

now i and hidayah is going HIATUS for a while only,i think.
easier said,after our exam have finish,so ADIOUS,SEE YOU NEXT TIME!!haha

i want that LAUGHING GAS!!!!

life ....... URG!!

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 12:30:58 GMT

i miss my old school,WRPS
very badly.

i didn't know that my life will be worse when i step in secondary school.
wargh,love,study,friend,teachers,admire and enemy.

WHY?!!!!

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 11:52:38 GMT

Why can't Singapore have DBSK face at train?!!
its not fair!!!!*punch
i'm so JEALOUS!!!

gorgeous,dont cry

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 11:45:08 GMT

Jaejoong dont cry eventhough the song is a sad song.
it hurt to see you cry.
this have to be the first time i see Jaejoong cry,
it is usally Yoochun who cry the most right?

HENRY LAU!!!

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 11:29:20 GMT

i cant believe it!vdfsgehfasdggfuoas
i was once like "NO NO HENRY CANT BE IN SUPER JUNIOR!!"
but now it is different it is like "yay,henry is in!!"
i think im obsessed with HENRY LAU!!*jump

he is cute right?
he is adorable right?
he is talented right?
he play violin in style right?

HE IS,HE IS,HE IS!!!!*jump

someone stop me from being a crazy Henry fan*headache
man,i dont have a mood to go to school tmr.it suck being a sec 1!!